So I don't really have any new pictures to post but have been having thoughts going through my mind lately. Some of them are of great significance but some are just random thoughts. Well...maybe "thoughts" isn't the right word to use. I think that "lists" is more appropriate. As my due date is drawing near my thoughts are starting to form into lists. Lists...lists...and more lists. I wish I could close my eyes, cross my arms, and give my head a nod and my whole house would be done! Everything would be painted, put away and organized! However, every time I try it, my house still looks the same when I open my eyes. (**dang**). There have also been days when I leave work (the most common time apparently for my inadequacies to hit me) and I just cry on the way home. Probably more cause of my hormones right now, but one day I drove home crying cause I felt like a blimp. Yes, I know that I am supposed to be a blimp right now, but the windows at work make you look like an oompaloompa when you walk towards them. And since I have a weaker bladder than usual lately I saw myself in the reflection of the windows and doors many times that night. Adam assured me when I got home that it's all baby and we will work on everything once Sam is here. So I believed him and felt better. Then a couple days later I saw an opening at my place of work, and it was for what I ultimately want to be. Which put me in a funk. One thought led to another, and I felt like a complete failure! I felt like I am going to be stuck in my job forever! I felt like I tried and tried and tried with work, school, volunteer, and got butkiss...so why try anymore? I thought...what kind of example am I going to be to my children... for them to be the best that they can be, when I can't even do that for me. Needless to say as I drove home crying Adam was always the dutiful hubby and assured me that even if I have to take one class a semester I'll be what I want to be someday and that is a good example. So I believed him... and felt better. I'm sure that Adam can't wait for me to be done being preggers so my hormones can start getting back to normal.
So those are a couple of my thoughts as of late. I'm totally leaving out all
the house/yard stuff that needs to get done! **If anyone wants to get some excellent manual labor in you can come and work on my front yard**
Well it's nothing extravagant or interesting but just a couple of thoughts bouncing around in my noggin. Also, I kinda want a really cute chandelier in my house. Random thought I know, and I don't even know where it would go.
How about I can just wear them on my feet...
~~this came up when I Googled Chandelier...hmmm~~
Well, hopefully I will see something AWESOME and will absolutely have to put it on my blog. Till then, you might just have to put up with my random babblings.
**Oh and PS...I am SO ready for the fall/winter!!!! Please bring it on!!**
